It took me a while before I found my direction. I have always followed the flow of the moment, making big decisions on my gut feeling without having an end goal in sight. I was jealous of those that had a clear picture of where they wanted to go, feeling a bit lost sometimes without having the same drive to get somewhere. Although I felt content with the choices I made, there was always this little voice in the back of my mind asking: Is this it?
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The answer was always no, but I couldn't see what else so I stayed stuck, hoping to find out what my passion would be and I could start moving.
Looking backwards, there has not been a Eureka moment where everything became clear. It was a winding path with signs and coincidences that led me to where I am now. From people I met to things happening around me, still following that gut feeling without understanding why most of the time.
My first Reiki training was very emotional, for the first time in a long time I felt like home and being exactly where I was supposed to be at that moment.
Since then I have been listening to myself more and more, taking my brilliant brain out of it's lead role. After a bold decision to leave my job and the security that comes with it, I had a period of recovering and reflection. With passing the first year of training to become a holistisc therapist, I was sure: this is my calling and I shifted my focus to grow and prepare to start my own practice.
At the brink of finalizing my training, I made it official. Also here I felt emotional and confident that everything I did and experienced up till this moment, led to me being here, at this moment in time.
* I am supposed to be here *